just replyla

just reply k, dun make me wait there like a freak, I guess our friendship just ends there.

1st trip for holiday..

today I went to mid valley megamall with cherly, jamie, jing wen, siew li, hui mink, jeanette and sue jin.We went by train.At 10 something, we board a train from teluk gadung to kl sentral.Then, from kl sentral we board another train to mid valley..The last time I went there is with my family, when my dad gt sesat on the way.Tt time, the hari raya aidilfitri atmosphere was there..This time, I expected that there will be christmas decoration everywhere bt somehow the ambience is nt there.We all walked there for few hours and then go makan in nando's..Honestly, this is my first time in nando's..I tried mild flavour quarter chicken which is not so spicy bt its still consider spicy after all.They got different rating which ranges from sweet honey n herbs to extra spicy.Today, all we did is shop!!But then, I dun have the excitement like last time..When I look at the things, its just another same old stuffs..Nothing really kept my interest..Gosh, I started to lose all my thrill for all the things...But then, I have fun with cherly, siew li they all..I can't really remember anything cause my mind is kinda blank..We just walked and look at stuffs then walk..my eyes are aching from looking at too many things..Cherly hurts her leg when we are heading to our train..then, we all have to huddle inside the already pacled train..We have to stand for at least one hour before we can sit.Sitting in train is fun bt when it is congested then it really sux.Although we have outing together once in a while, bt I feel so drifted apart from them, maybe i am close with hui mink jamie n cherly bt then we are all in different class.Its hard to always keep in touch with them.Then, honestly, I have some quarrel with someone who is inside the group..Its even more difficult to get along with her.When I tried to be normal and chat with her.She just ignored me like I am some freak.So sorry bt I guess our relationship just ends there, I dun think I bother to keep the relationship anymore..I still gt friends who take care of me n listen to me..We have to keep friends that will be there for us when we are happy, sad, emothional, angry and always support us. Not to scold us when we are already so down, not to instruct us to do this and that without taking care of our feelings. So, we have keep true friends by our side and just not bother bout those teruk frenz..I am always happy that I have sw, xl, ht, sl, lf, xh, jt, jw, mc and many more by my side.All I can remember is they all eat ice cream in baskin robbin, then some of us bought quite a lot of stuffs..gosh, i cant remember anything, freakingly tired.. nite

shu wen..

She is the one sitting at the rite hand side..She is pretty rite??
shu wen is my closest friend..today, we went to jusco aeon to watch high school musical 3 together..Its not so my type.It looks like the american version of bollywood movie, in which the main character will be singing and dancing, at their background is another group of people dancing..When one song starts, I got that sudden longing for it to end bt then another song starts, I want it to just end..The songs are not outstanding whatsover and they didn't leave a significant impression in me..I rather stayed at home watch MTV with plenty of meaningful songs and wonderful music..V has changed completely in that movie..How can she wear until so erotic although she is in school, the alma meter.The school even allow her to do that.After that, shu wen n me went to eat cake in secret recipe.She told me she seldom celebrate her birthday with her family, her parents just think that her bd is another ordinary day..There is nothing to celebrate about.No cake, no present whatsover..So, I make up my mind to belanja her eat cake..This is like her 1st time in secret recipe and my second time.Shu wen chose cappucino cheese which she said that it tasted salty..I chose classic cheese, which is just pure cheese..We love cheese!!Its been so long I didn't talk to her..Even in school, I chat more with jason, her bf, who sat in front of me.Many people said that she has changed for the previous year but I can see she just want people to care for her, cherish her and most of all, love her..Jason treated her well, when she gt gastric, he bought hot milo for her, take care of her..When she is sad and angry, he listened to her whimper or complain attentatively..He will console her n both of them will do silly stuffs together..They are good couple..Couples should be like that, rite??All shu wen's hp message is from him..And, sw tends to be emotional, whenever she is feeling blue, he will stay silent by her side..They are just together all the time..However, sw and me have our significant moments together..I remember ths 1st time we make sushi together for the cooking competition, we cook spaghetti together, we went dancing together..Her parents brought me to port dickson, we went to beach together, we played with sand.I helped her out in painting librarian decoratives.Then, we did a painting for our pandu puteri mural painting competiton.The time when we went to genting outdoor theme park, we sat the flying chairs 5 times, then the we sat solero shot twice, we sat roller coaster, we rowed the boat together, we sat the mini car together,,we tried out everything in the theme park..After that, we attend concert together..Her parents always bring me to go makan seafood..I remember vividly we sat in the resort's room in pd and we talked a lot.Then , we ate crabs together in which me and elaine dunno how to crack open it.We all went to playground there, we sat on swing and played see saw.The next day, we tried out banana boat!!She sat beside me for 2 years in a row..This year, I suppose to sit beside her, bt then I let jason sit with her..I can see she is happy with him...shu wen is a friend who will listen to me when I am angry or sad..Although sometimes we have row and disagreement, in the end, we just forget all the hostility or unhappiness.She is my coolest friend!

friends outing

today went out with lian fen, sweet ping, yee jia , xoong harng, yew weng , tiong and keivin..We went to watch movie together, although the movie is painted skin which I watched yesterday with my family in cinema together already, I am happy cause its the 1st time I went out with lian fen all of my classmates..The movie is average in a prospect and its nt as outstanding as others..Too many silent thoughts and short conversation..Actions are not exaggeratingly violent like other war based movie, the most gory part is also nt scary..It is nt revolting but nt entirely boring..Bt it conveys a good moral value that should be cultivated by everyone, we must sacrifice for our love one..

After the movie, we makan in pastamania, I dunno the 7 inch pizza is that small, thus i share pizza with kei vin n xh..I ate just 2 pieces of pizza which cannot satisfy my hunger..But I like chatting with xh no matter what, when xh didnt come on last fri, I kinda miss him..I just have this urge to tell him about my holi..When I told him, I dun want him to tell me about him..I just want a good listener by my side which I dun have to take over the role from him.

Then, all guys went bak except xh, of coursela.He accompanied us to go shop around.Not many guys like to tag along with gals to shopping spree bt xh is different..We went to padini and tried on the sunglasses there..then , we comment about every accessories there.Xh said all the humongous necklace looks like dog chain to him.Then, we saw pucca earrings..Xh reprimanded that gal with long hair should wear big dangling earrings.We brought XH to guys department, Then we showed him tie n coat..We taught him about guy's fashion..wat he should wear n vice versa.

After that, XH went to mcdonald..This is the most amusing thing..XH ordered a glass of coke which cost RM 3 something..Then, he took 5 cups..he poured all the coke into the cups for us..then, he asked 4 refill..The cool thing is he went for refill for 3 TIMES!! we are embarassed yet we are proud to have a friend like him..he did all that to ensure tt all of us have enough drinks.

then, we went to fun fair..My quarrel with sis has diminished.Our relationship returned to normal now..Today is indeed great because after 1 day outing, I actually have the oppurtunities to talk to sis..we went pasar malam together.Jie , no matter what, I love u always.

happy

he chat with me...he just say hi to me n ask me bout the trip today..1stly, I wont blame me if he asked me where have i been, who i went out with, or even who i chat with right..he is too sweet to resist right? The temptatioan is right there, luring me to fall into his wide arm and never leave him..He ask me practically anything, and yes, I am obliged to answer his every enquiries.He show this exuberance that really impressed everyone around him..I wil never forget this conversation.He ask me who i chat to..He told me he is kpc..In normal circumstances, maybe I will feel that he is a nuisance who better off minding his own business, bt at that very moment, I feel surge of excitement..I told him I chat with him only..I can see he felt exhilarated about it..Then , we talked bout anythings, I told him about the ride in funfair n he told me bout his sis..arrgh, its just so great talking to him yet we r drifting apart..How I longed for the time w him..we talked everday in school, that joyful reminiscence, outlive me again.

All the small things

okla, I realised that I am meticulous about small happenings in my life, like ants that crawled in my shoes or flowers that bloomed which not many people bothered to catch a glimpse at.

But, this are all the small things that mould and shape s which transform us into who we are today.

Unavoidable truth

there is this news that I watched which reported that there are over 9 billion people around the world plagued with hunger or malnutrition related crisis, which in summary that they don't have food to eat.Food is the most basic and fundamental neccessity of our life..yet they don't even have it..I should be grateful because we are fortunate enough to have tv, shelter, most importantly, family and friends who support me always