New dream

I have been searching a lot about careers and colleges and university.I have made up my mind what I wanna be one day.It was my passion and I will never give up on it eventhough the salary was not high.I love children, animals, active activity and shopping and this job gives me the opportunities to embrace all these.This career required me to go back to form 6 because zoology course is only provided by local uni.Needless to say, I didn't even bother to study now because I am going back to form 6 no matter what.Unless miracle really transpire which is dad decides to send me to college to study psychology.It's funny right..Someone who go to psychiatrist want to be a psychiatrist.There are reasons..I know how it feels to be mentally ill and to be in depressed situation.I understand the feeling so I really want to help people troubled by mental illnesses...I am still in dilemma now.

I have been really lazy for the past weeks.I told mum that I can't concentrate on my study because I keep thinking what's the point of studying if my average result won't bring any effect to me..Mum said this sentence 'no pain, no gain'.Her words make me feel worse although she was trying to motivate me.I didn't pay any effort for the past weeks.Now, I regret a bit yet I don't feel apologetic about it.I am having the time of my life doing things I have been putting aside due to studying for the last few years.

Back to the career topic. I am adamant with my decision on taking zoology course because this is really I want.I pray hard now so that I can achieve my ambition....lol.If I can't get zoology course, I will opt for forestry..There are many more branch to these two major courses and i am going to specialise in one of them....Everyone should have ambition now..lol.I have been asking my friends what they want to be one day and some of them have made up their mind and some of them are still in doubt.I crap a lot la..Once I start writing, I will never stop because there is always plenty to tell.

Shu Wen wanna be a nurse or do crafts but her parents will definitely take a stand against her..They want her to pursue business like her brother.I hope she will be what she want to be one day..My other friends wanna pursue accountancy.Okla, that's all for now...