Unavoidable truth

there is this news that I watched which reported that there are over 9 billion people around the world plagued with hunger or malnutrition related crisis, which in summary that they don't have food to eat.Food is the most basic and fundamental neccessity of our life..yet they don't even have it..I should be grateful because we are fortunate enough to have tv, shelter, most importantly, family and friends who support me always

I don't like shopping

After walking for 1 whole day in mid valley, I feel that I don't like shopping after all..

sorry

sorry if i crap too much..

cry is not a solution

just cried, haha, just now, I am too angry with my sis, after balik rumah, run around the housing areas at NIGHT!! My dad is just so worried about that, that time, in darkness, I realised how warm and bright my house is...

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1) today is my 2nd time makan apple pies after the tmn negara trip.
2) this little boy kept on looking at me, so I smile to him..Then , he told his grandma that I wear metal n my teeth..I was too embarassed that I have to turn away.
3)makan dim sum in morning( I am obsessed about food)
4)in pet shop, I saw these two nemo fish that already lied down inside the aquariums which is opposite to each other, one of them are attempting to get up bt is failed, after a few minutes, it succeeded in getting up, then swam to the barrier that isolate it from another dead fish, looking at the it(my assumption).My brother created a story that these two fish were lovers which were separated by the barrier between them, so they commit suicide together by colliding the glass between them together at the same time..
5)then, I saw these two angora rabbits that furled up like white and brown ball facing each other, staring at each other intently(lol, although they have monocular sight)..they r just so loving together..

ha ve a bad day

some people asked me why i can be so happy go lucky and smiley in school most of the time(nt I boast around, she really did), bt actually I am not really that happy with my life..I cried when one of my friend did something bad to me, I felt really offended when some people throw sarcastic remark to me.I cried when a teacher said that she wanted to bring me to the klang river and push me down from there(to my fellow close friends, U all know who is she) Then, I shed my tears again when I told about that embarassing yet provocative moment to my parents which they put the blame on me(kinda), still love them cz they dun get my words), then I cried when I realise that all these thing are just a small unneccessary distraction..the regrets strucked me and immediately I broke down again mourning about the thing I shouldn't worry about..Today is not exceptional..today, me and my family went to mid valley megamall..It starts like that, my dad miss the route to go to mid valley parking area, then there are many roads to other places..me and my bro did a terrible mistake by telling dad to follow the seremban signboard way..from there, we r moving forward without any u turn..we all panicked and dad started to lose his nerve.I also cause its like this emotion cant help burning in my mind, I reprimanded dad of why he can actually forget the route to parking area, we have go all the way 30 minutes before returning back to the original place, fortunately, when we reached there, we straightaway get to park our car eventhough that place was congested with cars which drivers desperately need to park.Then , we window shop there 4 a few hours, I make a terrible mistake by wearing high heels.It just didn't occured to me that it wil that painful, then , we have walk alot to find my mum n sister actually in padini bt gave us wrong information saying that they r in metrojaya.Then , after that I cried cz i fought with my sis about some other thing, she just can pretend nothng happen..and i cried i cried i cried..

cause and effect

choi may brought a buddha book about karma or cause and effect book, she said by bringing it, she is less likely to do bad act, like gossipping or cursing others..to be continued.

wei john, yew weng and leong jin think that if we want to be successful in any aspects, business, politic, career n many more in this world, we must be kejam(a bit wicked) to achieve our dream, but where is justice if we are think like them..they are right when they said we cnt really differentiate and judge between right and wrongs because different people have different perception on some matter(whether its positive and negative)..in the end, all these things will be history which people wont care more about, who like sejarahla..

But, live without guilt and full of virtue is better than living with wealth but bad act..
There is justice in this world.Eventhough, yea, sometime we must be cunning in order to get wat we want..the conclusion, watch more drama tv which always portray that good prevails over bad.