weird..

I wanna talk about a friend of mine.She is nice.She is intelligent.That's not the point.I was afraid of her.I felt stressed up whenever I talked to her.It's not her fault.It's mine.Now, she can sense that I am avoiding her like a plague.I dunno why I do it but I just do it.When we talk, she will tell me that she didn't study.Then, I will see her reading tonnes of highlighted notes.Confidence was drained from me when I listened to her telling me that she didn't study, she was lazy, bla bla ...I became so kiasu.Her kiasuness made me kiasu.I thought about her words, her works, her expression whenever I study.The tense up expression, the things she told me being replayed again and again in my mind when I was studying.I dunno what else to do but to avoid her.I dunno that she can have such a big impact on me even though we were just normal friends.She made me feel terrified, worried and pessimistic.It's not her fault.I dunno why I wanted to bother her so much.Maybe, we were not destined to be friends.She didn't hurt me or anything.I didn't care what the others say . Gosh, it's best to keep our distance.I rarely talk to her for past months.I am so sorry.

when the stranger calls

Just receive a call from dubai??Wtf...

untitle

I dunno how to create a good title for most of my posts.So, sorry if it sounds lame or unattractive.

4th April
Went to chi liung park to walk.Saw zhi kiat playing basketball with a bunch of guys.I borrowed a bkb from them and tried to score.I ended up chasing the ball but luckily, I can score a few times after SOME attempts.

yesterday I almost fought with my sister but in the end we didn't talk only.She always leave her stuffs everywhere and that's getting on with my nerve .The problem is I never tell her because she will find the way to get me.Today, Jason got a new hp.It's a camera phone with 3.2 megapixel function.

I almost fell down in the morning assembly.I could not balance myself because I felt very sleepy and tired.Luckily SW was in front of me so I can hold on to her.I could not breathe easily yesterday night.Maybe, this happened because I regretted of not studying Maths and kept on watching Boys over Flowers and blogging.FOrtunately, I still can do the exam today without panic attack.I found out that there are 6 students in our school obtained jpa scholarships and 4 of them were librarians.Congrats to them!That motivates to study harder because I really desire for a scholarship.I don't want to rely entirely on my parents and I want to aCHIEVE something with my own effort. chioz

cute leh

OKla. I will keep most of my post short and simple, because firstly, I was to busy to even update my blog and secondly, I am too lazy to elaborate if it is unnecessary.I know most of my you(my frens) won't really read this blog because you are all to caught up with all of your daily routine and tonnes of homeworks.I update my blog because I want to remind myself what I have done for the past year.However, I secretly hope you will read.

Went jogging , saw these green fruits that grow on a tree.They were quite cute, actually.

J co donut

1st time makan J co mini donuts.
I am obsessed with food.

Sis told me that nowadays youngster or teenagers will stay awake until midnight or the whole night.Then, they will sleep the next whole day.No wonder I seldom see youngster whenever I eat my breakfast outside.

It's weird to talk about this but honestly, I just realised this weird habit of society.

ShinLing read a book about a female backpacker.She started her journey in Malaysia.From there, she travelled to Thailand,and then to Laos, China, Egypt and to Europe.I wanted to be like her.Travelling ALONE.I told dad about that but he just told me nowadays, bad people are getting more.It's not safe out there.Maybe, I won't go to some other country, but I wanted to just travel around Malaysia.I don't mind being lonely because I love to be on my own.I want friends and family by my side but sometime deep down, I still like a solitary life.

SL also want to go backpacking, I think so.Maybe we can go together. It's safer like that:)

running

Just now I ran at Tmn Chi Liung park for 7 rounds.What a great achievement so i wanna boast about it.Usually if I run 5 rounds, I am already half past dead.

dylexic child

In reading class, I was assigned to take care of a group a children.There was this child who is 3 or 4 years old. He has problems with reading.He could not repeat the sentences that teacher taught him.He was struggling with the words.If the teacher taught him one word, he can reread the word but if it's long sentence, he got so blur and he lost interest in reading.I wanted to tell the teacher in charge of this activity about this problem but I think I was just thinking too much.In the end, I just kept quiet because ignorance is bliss, rite??What should I do.I wanted to help him but I was afraid that my assumption about him was wrong.haizz...

lady in green

I went makan with my family today.I saw this woman who was wearing green baju kebaya.She was taking a green bag and her fingernails are painted green.That keeps me wonder more so I had a manhattan checkover on her.Surprisingly, her toenails and her shoes are also green in colour.I told mum about it.It was quite memorable.lol

Angel and Demon

This is the 1st time I watched a 18 above movie in the cinema.Fortunately , I wore high heels and my 20 years old sis was with me.Angels and Demons is a controversial movie because it is mainly about catholic and religion.It was so far the nicest thriller movie I ever watched.The settings are also very nice.This movie kept me gripped to the screen and will not make me waiting in dread for it to end like Threads of Love that I watched two weeks before.It ended at 11 40pm.Then, we'd have to walk one whole round the aeon shopping mall because the only entrance was at one part of the building and our car was at the other side.We reached home at 12 am.