too nice...

I went to Lian fen house today.Lian fen and yee jia,you're too kind, u know!!!They are really sweet and nice girls.They treat people sincerely and they never harbour hatred n anyone.They have good personality and they are just too good.I am blessed to have such a great friends like them.



Hatred can make us blind, make us spiteful.Sometimes, we have to learn to let go of all the vengeance.I am trying. There is nobody to hate anymore.

Naqib knows graphic designing.It's so cool!!Naqib, u roxx!!I am mighty proud of you!!

prosperity burger

......Tried prosperity burger...This is the second time I eat prosperity burger in my entire life.No kidding..

tonight will be the night I will fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Happy Anniversary

Their symbol of love and affection



After 23 years of hardships and up and down, they are still together with even stronger relationship.They are inseparatable no matter what and they will always face all the obstacles leaning on one another, supporting one another and never give up with one other.They have stay together for almost one fourth of their life and they will keep on holding on to one another for the rest of their life.Happy 23rd Anniversary!!

FGS

3rd day
Went to FGS with my family.Every year, we will go there during cny.Although we knew that we would have to go through the traffic jammed and have problem finding parking, we were glad that all we could spent all these time talking and enjoying one another's company.



The pink and red neon lights..
This place is congested with people from all walks of life.It was so packed that we had to huddle together and walk at snail's pace.However, the good thing is we can enjoy the beautiful view.The volunteers are increasing rapidly every year .



FGS hall
We visited a rock gallery that exhibit statues found in a mountain in china.We saw a lot of buddha and boddhisatva statues.The colour in them have faded over time and some of their faces were corroded and becoming flat.










Me and my family!!








I saw Hui En.She was a volunteer there.She helped out in the drink stall.She is the nicest, the kindest gal I ever meet.She used to help me a lot for the april month activity last year.She never complain eventhough I gave her lots of works.She sacrificed plenty a lot of time doing the tasks that I gave her and her friends. She even took up her frens responsibility because she felt that her friends were stressed up with the monthly test.She was blessed with the purest heart.I know that I can never be like her, 'being kind to other'.I was too selfish to help others and too ignorant to even care about other's feeling.






The gigantic cow overlooking the rows and rows of crysanthemum.






My guardian angel and I.









Lala...Love him...








Cutest monk ever..

I like to moo it moo it
U like to moo it moo it
She like to moo it moo it
We like to moo it.

Sounds lame.. Happy Chinese New Year..

shang hai siew pau

I met qian wah.Oh, gosh.It was the 1st day of cny.Dad wanted to go to the kuan yin temple to pray before we balik kampong.


When my sis and Iwere busy looking around at everyone, their dressing style, commenting about some of their attire and suddenly, I saw yee's sister.Without hesitation, I approached her and asked her where is him.Then, I saw him.I didn't know what to do.So, I ended up saying hi and waving at him.Then, we just stood there looking and waving at one another without saying any words.We were speechless and we didn't know how to start the conversation.

I don't really know him but I used to attend his farewell party when he have to shift to other province far away last 2 years.After not seeing for 2 years, bumping into him was a jolt in the heart.After that, I asked him to continue with his praying ritual, burning paper money.The so called 'ask'was quite rude and more like a command instead of a request.Gosh, I really dunno what to say to him.He continued with his tasks and me, standing there, stoned and feeling nauseous.This will be my 1st and last time seeing him for year 2009.There might be possibility that one day when we grow up we will meet again...we will never know..

Stop listen and cling to every words that she said.She is not your mother and she is not a saint.You are not yourself anymore.You are like the fake embodiment of her.She suxxx, wey.Why you want to become a stuck up person like her??Why everytime you say something, you will start with 'this stuck up person' said that bla bla...Can't you have your OWN point of view, your OWN opinion and you OWN personality.I hate you the way you are now.I couldn't care less about it but I hope you will change.Stop gossiping and be yourself.


I don't want to revert back to the 'kecil hati' me but if I didn't say all these, I will feel unright.I secretly hope that u will read this post yet I wish that u will never see this post.

crush

I think I like someone......

handsome guy

I was standing in front of a salon waiting for my dad after classes.I saw the barber was busy fixing a guy's hair.The guy was so handsome!!!He was wearing a white suit that fitted nicely on him.He was tall and he has the most straight guy look I ever saw.He looked well groomed and immaculate that I couldn't get my eyes of him.I walked to every corner at the front of the salon just to catch a glimpse of him.Gosh, I just want to look at him again and again.He looked like those models in the magazine.I waited until he paid the barber and drove away with his proton saga.I really hope that I can see him again.

All Well Ends Well

I watched the chinese new year themed hong kong comedy, all well ends well.By looking at the title,you will know that it is a very happy movie with a very happy ending in which everyone went back home with smile carved perfectly on their face.It was more to romance.

Kei's eldest sister Sandra is a hot-tempered magazine editor and her temperament has left her single all this while. One of the family rules is that none of the siblings could get married before their eldest sister. Kei seeks help from the famous Casanova, Koo Chai , to pretend to court his eldest sister and lure her into the mood of love. With Sandra falling in love with Koo Chai, he in turn falls in love with another girl, Mun.

There was one part that I can remember clearly.An old cleaner proudly announced that she is going to marry soon.Kei was shocked because the cleaner was extremely old.But then, she said that when we fell in love, we will feel like we are going to faint soon.We will feel that the world has turned upside down.We will have the urge to dance eventhough we don't even know how.We will be crazy, cranky, weird, embarassing, stupid and hopelessly romantic.When we are in stressful moment, if we think about our spouse, we won't feel that the world is so dark after all.Gosh, I think I like someone....

Brother and sis just came back from uni.I hope that we can hang out more together during this CNY.I think after this I won't waste so much of time blogging.

If only

If only I have camera phone, I will take picture of wei han and kei vin reading Seventeen.

If only I have camera phone, I will take picture of kei vin flipping surreptitiously through the pages which model posing with lingerie.

'', I will ask wei han to camwhore cause he looks so funny when he is camwhoring.

WH commented on the clothes weared by the models in seventeen mag.WH and KV don't like black lips with smoky eyes.
I was shocked to find out that a rape occurs approximately once every eight minutes and 50 percent of the rape occurs at home.
WH ( nt the brandla) acted out what's written in the articles violence againts women.Then, we did a quiz about are you a man eater.Haiz, i am the love dreamer.I am what the magazine labelled as prim and proper with squeky clean image.I probably never kissed a boy before and dream about meeting Prince Charming, falling madly in love and living happily ever after in a land far, far away. I think I seriously need to go have fun and stop wasting my time waiting for fairytale.

I can't believe I can have so much fun just from reading a magazine.Honestly, I really enjoyed hanging out with all of them.You probably never know who all of them are but being with them are the happiest moment in my life.

angry post...have keep it.ignore the grammatical errors.

I had joined ranger's 'marching' team for 3 days.At first, when everyone asked me the reason of joining, I would tell them it was because of te teacher who forced me.However, after all, I was willinf to join because I really like the steps of the formation and secondly, I was not passive girl who just sit whole day inside the class.I like moving around, even when I talk, I couldn't stand still and talk,I must shift my body to left and right even when I am standing.'Marching' is so much fun.What I don't like is I have to stand in the same line with someone I really don't like.SW told me not to bother her and assume as if she is invinsible.Miraculously, I did.When you don't like someone terribly and you saw her/him having good time, you will be secretly irritated by it.But then, now, I don't feel so bad after all.So what if she refused to talk to me.There were possibilities that she badmouthed about me to my friends.She used to direct me to do this and that.She is not even my group's leader and there she is, directing me around.


It's like this.At first, we were quite ok.We talked like normal.We went to camp together.Before the camp, my group's friend asked me to buy the big poles from goldsmith shop.WTF, the girl had told earlier that she will buy the sticks and I was the one who buy all the food cans. The food cans already costed me RM15 and the sticks RM 12.I thougt we were supposed to share all our expense.Why I had to buy the most expensive stuffs yet after they had eaten almost all of it, they just pretended as if all the food cans were free of charge.Those money that I had wasted on the CANS and POLES were belonged to my parents.My dad had to fetch me AT THE LAST MINUTE to the shops when my friend called me to do it.I was being helpful and i ended up like that.They dun even bother to ask how much they had to share. then I can tell them the total was RM 27.I can use the money to buy 4 months of seventeen magazine and another RM 3 to buy 3 nasi lemak for 3 different meals.Nowadays, I ate bread almost every morning.Wasting RM 27 for no apparent reason makes me heart ache.I am not rich, kay.I dun want to waste my parent's money.After all, it was their money, not mine.I even paid for thethe camp, I thought we were supposed to cook together.But then, when we were about to start, she suddenly just said that she want to help the others.What can I do about it.Of course I was quite pissed off.I don't know how her brain functions.She thought that a teenage girl like me can heat up the oil, get hold of the ingredients, cut the onions, open the can or cooked the food at the same time.There were other people that need to cook.How can I take my own sweet time.When I cooked finish, I was quite angry.I rather dig the hole like what she did.Digging hole was so easy, you just dig and shovelled the soil aside.After I placed all the food on the table, she asked me clean and keep her stove.I don't mind being called to do things by 'leader' or teacher or someone more senior than me.But, she suppose to be my friend.Then, she asked me to find something to cover up the food,after that, clean the tent and clean the plates.When I had finished doing something, there she was, commanding me to do another things.How would you feel if someone that is not worthy enough to be a leader command you to do this and that.I will look around myself and help out no matter what.But, being instructed to do a lot of things were totally unendurable.I felt like punching her in her face.Luckily, I can control my temper.The next day I told her that she was too demanding.She apologised with a sour, blacken out expression on her face.What can I do other than to accept her insincere apology after 7 hours of trekking and not enough sleep for the previous night, count out being scared by a stranger who weared white t shirt that opened the zip of the tent.A stranger that I couldn't see his/her face.I hate that day.It was like the worst day in my life.

sweet and spicy

1st time makan in sweet and spicy.I know I am so outdated.It was not bad, by the way.I went there with other librarians which consisted of kai ru, yew weng, jessica, jasmine and a few other guy librarians that i can't recall the name.I ordered the strawberry milkshake and it tasted like HL strawberry milk.


I ordered black pepper chicken rice.It was quite nice.After that, I took bus and walked back to home.

can't wait

yea, chinese new year is coming soon.I can't wait for it.I can't wait for the reunion, the ang pow(of course), friend's open hse(chuckling).I can't wait to go back to my 'temple' and celebrate CNY.As you can see, everytime if there is anycelebration, I will go to my 'temple' to celebrate.We celebrated Mooncake festival, CNY, chor one and chor fifteen, birthday of the saint, 'thankful day' or 'gan en jie' and many more.Gosh,I can't wait for the lesson to begin.I am excited to meet my friends there.I wanna sing, I wanna play

games.The food there was so delish.It has been so long I didn't go there.I just can't wait.

HJ is cutting down toxic friends and leaving true friends by her side.She is not desperate for attention and she will not be pretentious.She believes that good people will get good payback and bad people will be punished by God like what her Moral teacher emphasized strongly on.She will not have grudge anymore yet she hope that her rival won't be so b*****.HJ had changed and all she want is to be herself.

have you ever?

Have you ever think of someone so much that whenever you close your eyes his/her face will appear in your mind.You always keep trying to impress him/her so that he/she will like you more.You want to see him/her everyday.You want to finish all your work so that you can be free to hang out with him/her.If you did , congrats.You have a huge crush on him.I meant to say congrats to him/her, not you.He/she must be very lucky to have such a great person like you in his/her life.

get off my brother

I was kinda being possessive but please back off from my brother, grrrr.We went aeon to get workbooks for my brother.We were in popular when there was this cute boy came to brother and just stick to him like magnet.He was adorable with big eyes and his mischievous smile but then please get off my brother.The main reason I came to aeon today was to spend some time with my didi, u noe.For the past week, he reached home at 330 pm everyday.After bath, he will straightaway go to nap.Everyday I have tuition until night. The chances of seeing him is so minimal.So, saturday will be our day.Ming and I will play badminton in the evening and at night, we will walk and talk in aeon.We don't really bother about all those stuffs for sale around us,lol.All we want is the sibling's quality time together.Okla, I am ok ok with shopping but every sat in aeon is just so boring and sickening.For me,grocery shopping is better than shopping for clothes.


Gosh, this cute little guy with big shiny eyes, just geroff my brother.




FYI, Ming spent the rest of his time playing games at the game arcade with that cute little guy with big shiny eyes.

trekking

I went to Taman Rakyat with dad.This trip is not considered trekking trip because it took only 45 minutes to complete the entire trek.The longest trek that i ever had was like around 7 to 8 hours when I went to Taman Negara last year.Although it was not as tiring as the Tmn Negara trek, we had to walk up and down the stairs.However, I like the route to the peak of the hill at Tmn Rakyat.From the highest point of the tmn rakyat hill, we can actually see the entire view of Tmn Petaling to the blue condominium at port klang and the harbour at the far end overlooking the sea.It was quite a good view.


As we were walking on the way back to the jogging site, we saw snakes.2 black snakes clinging to one another.One of the snake has flat head and the others was normal.The normal headed snake was clinging and wrapping around the male flat headed snake.There were 2 other guys who happened to bound into them said that they were actually making love.Gosh, I had never seen snake making love before.The female snake was biting the male's snake head and they were wriggling and moving and making love at the same time.They wouldn't even bother if there were 4 strangers goggling at them.It was like a freak snake show and it was real.The snakes continued with their lovey dovey business.I think me and dad just stood there looking at them for 5 minutes.Luckily, we were quite far away from them so we wouldn't feel scared at all.Why i always have all these stupid encounter with animals, firstly it was fish, now snake pula.

We continued walking back to our cars.As you can see, Tmn Rakyat is the place that me and my family spend time together other than shopping centre or restaurants.My dad taught me qi gong.Mum taught me to how to cook fried rice.Is that counted as family activity??I remembered there were times i was quite interested in cooking fried rice.I referred to those cookbook and checked whether there were other types of fried rice.

The 1st one I cooked was curry fried rice.I just add in some crab meat and curry powder to the rice.The stupid thing was I forgot to add salt .It was tasteless .Fortunately, I can add some ketchup into it.It didn't taste so awful after that.

The second fried rice i cooked was black seaweed fried rice with some hotdogs.To be brutally honest, it was quite easy to cook fried rice, lol.The hardest food that i had ever made was sushi.All those shaping and pressing was damn tedious and annoying.Cooking is fun but too bad i am not able to do it always. Whenever I came back from tuition or school, I rather watch tv than cooking, lol.

Okla, that's all for this post.

School started

I love form 5, actually.This year I sit behind shu wen and jason, again.I sit beside xoong harng, my best guy pal and in front of wei han and Law Teck Ho.So, you can imagine how scary sitting at the place.I like sitting beside xh actually.At least he knows when not to disturb me and when we can talk.He is like my best friend, after shu wen,of course.We can talk about anything.Ok, he likes history of the world a.he bought all those storybooks about history of religion and western countries, bla bla.He always tell me about all the stuffs that he had searched in the internet.He knows lots of singaporean friends and he will always go online at midnight to chat with all his singaporean friends.He is the Ketua Editor for the prefect's board so i guess his art must be very good.But, I never see him draw or paint.He learns VIOLIN, isn't that cool.His mum is a piano teacher so his music must be very good.I like him the way he is, although he has some not so good characteristics, but everyone is not perfect.I has bad attitude too. We must accept them for who they are , right. He sleeps a lot inside the classroom. This is because he always sleep at midnight and the next day he will look so blur.I hate it when he didn't listen when i am talking.Like someday i told him about something, the next day, when I asked him about the topic, he will said that he didn't hear all the things yet, arggh, how rude is that.

Wei Han is good in jokes.He has this uncanny ability to make people laugh.Whenever he talks loudly in the class, people will pay attention to him and laugh at his jokes.Me and xoong harng laughed at his almost every words or sarcasm.Hearing his voice can make me smile or laugh.It is quite obvious that he is very popular among all his friends and he is the pengerusi for bendahara and swimming club.Sometimes, I feel so small whenever I see him.He is too perfect,kay.He is in swimming team, a good runner and good in high jump and all the sports.He makes me feel so small whenever I talk to him.Ok, a bit jealous too.He is guy, right?he suppose to be athletic.However,he is very friendly.I think I know quite alot of things about him because I can hear most of his conversation with Law.I know who he like, who Law like, their dreams( dream, when they are sleeping), their conversations, bla bla bla.They talk even when the teacher is teaching, so they talk quite a lot actually(no offense).They have great sense of humour.Their jokes can make everyone laugh.They are quite natural in making others burst into laughter.I tried to be braver and talk to them like normal.But, sometimes, I still feel so shy and so awkward.We will sitting in the same row for the rest of the year.So, i really hope that i won't be so introverted.They are really cool people.


In school, jason sits in front of me, wei han behind me, xoong harng beside me and chin ban at the other side.Gosh, whenever I turn my head, all i can see is guys, guys and more guys.I am getting hornier, diela.I mean, they are so nice and so good and so 'geng', except chin ban, of course.I am not boasting about him but I know Law is also athlete.He is in football team and he is runner .Why so many active guys sitting near me la.They make me feel so passive and so nerdy.


For the past days, I had been doing schoolworks and forcing myself not to cough and doing homework intermittently.I don't get really have chance to talk to people around me, though.My deepest apology to everyone because i am being so studious and nerdy or whatever.I hate delaying my school works.I still have 2 karangan, add maths, maths est to complete.I guess i have to go now.

sick

Sick for a few days, haiz...

I went to swimming lesson on tuesday.Me and another girl, Sim Yi and her cousin, Lucas had finished learning all the swimming styles.We were free to practise any style that we like at the pool.All of us like diving so much.Diving is like the coolest swimming style that I ever learned.We have to thrust our whole body to the bottom of the pool and swim right on the pool's floor.There were many new studensts there so me and Sim yi were tempted to show off.After 1 and a half hour, we were all damn tired but we still had to swim till 2 hours.Suddenly, I gulped down some water filled with chlorine and bacteria.Grrr, i didn't really care about it actually but the next day, i started to have flu and then coughs.My throat was so itchy that coughing was the best way to alleviate the itchiness.Two days after that, I didn't come to school because I couldn't sleep well for the previous night.Mum said that I was rolling and turning on the bed and waking up non stop.Then, I was tired and sleepy for the whole day.Grrr, I hate all these sicknesses.Hui jan is currently to sick to even go online.

Biking

I went back to kampong again for the second time this holiday.Brother and I will not let go of the opportunity to go cycling together at the town’s area.So, after visiting grandma and our relatives, we went to our cousin’s house and borrowed two bikes from him.It was the coolest biking experiences ever.

We cycled along the river near my cousin’s house.We saw the biggest bee hive.It was suspended above the river on an old tree.We were awestrucked by its immense size .After that, we cycled toward our next destination, the port.There was a port that those fishing boats assembled to gather their catchments. There was a river which was congested with all red boats to differentiate them from others. Red and blue boats mean that they were fishing boats.There were many houses near the river.That place is considered a fishing village because the houses were built on a river with the support of the pile.I heard mum said before if we live near the sea, we might be darker than those living in city because the sea wind might that was rushing toward us could made our skin darker.Therefore, we checked out the people living there. It was quite obvious that the people there were darker. Their dark complexion was not those tanned, shiny complexion , but their skin colour was more to dull black colour. We cycled to a jetty. It was a dilapidated jetty that looked as if it would collapse soon. I walked on the jetty and looked at my surrounding.The river was polluted and there were rubbish everywhere, blocking the flow of the river.I saw many white specks dotting the blue sky and putting colours on the temple’s view at the other side of the river. Then, we cycled to the dam the edge of the river overlooking those boats.We were thrilled to see the whole commandeer of the boats gathering at the side of the river.We managed to dodge many vehicles, regardless of cars and motorcycles to reach the shoplots. We saw many seafood restaurants .Sekinchan is famous for its delicious seafood and its vast paddy fields. We passed by a Buddhist temple and a Hindus temple.The Buddhist temple there was famous for its deep well with many tortoises crawling and wandering at the bottom of the well.

We passed by a motorcycle repair shop.Last time, the bicycle that brother ride got spoilt because the chain of the bike was too loose.There was a boy working at the workshop helped us to repair the bike.It was kinda cool seeing him fixing a bicycle.Nowadays, how many boys out there know all these things about machineries and tool work.I was impressed by his dexterity in fixing the bike.He was kinda cute actually.

After we dodged some cars and got honked by few cars, we went back withsmiles on our face.

We went Kuala Selangor before going home.Sis was feeling hungry so we had to get some food for her.We went along the shops in KS.We didn’ t expect to bump into two seafood restaurants that were congested with KL customers.Every cars that parked near the restaurants were from KL.KL people were damn rich that they went such a long way to Kuala Selangor just to have dinner.Anyway, we went back home at around 9 because we had to fetch brother from his working place.We had our dinner in BKT Tinggi.

1st day of 2009
I didn't really go out and celebrate.In the morning, we planned to eat dimsum for some sort of mini celebration.It was just all of sudden, 2008 had past in a blink of eye and now 2009 had tapped on our door, demanding us to let it seeped in slowly.I was not prepared at all.My heart is still with the 2008.The holiday SPIRIT is still terribly strong.
We checked out 2 dimsum restaurant.Both of them were crowded.THere was no unvacant tables for us too.Thus, we ate in a chinese restaurant in bkt tinggi.I had accepted the challenge of becoming vegetarian for the next 2 days, so dad and I went to a vegetarian restaurant.We had 3 different types of vegetables with rice and it only costed us RM 4.Dad said it was such a bargain.It was like the cheapest breakfast we ever had.

Mum has always wanted to buy some arrowheads so that she could fry them into some crispy arrowhead chips .Initially, I was quite reluctant to go with them, but I relented to the fact that they were already in Bkt Tinggi, what's so bad about trailing along with them for some grocery shopping.
This was kinda stupid incident that I encountered when I was in Giant.We went to the fresh seafood area.There were 2 aquariums with quite alot of fish trapped at every crooks and cranny of the aquarium.They were jostling and fighting for spaces.To me, the fish seemed so breathless and LIFELESS.There was a fish that just couldn't endure this torturing life anymore and banged itself to the wall of aquarium.It was kinda scary.It just lunged out from the shallow water and banged its head to the wall, SEVERAL TIMES.The fish was trying to commit suicide.Its body was covered with blood.IT banged its head for one last time and eventually, it died.Then, it just sinked into the murky water and lied beside another already dead fish.That time, I was flabbergasted.Was it some kind of fish love story???The fish killed itself so that it could accompany its partner.I quickly walked away from that tragic place.I realised that i had wasted my time observing thise fish.
The thing is, the fish had succeeded in scaring me out of my wits.After a few times of knocking, I approached the aquarium to verify whether the fish was dead or not.Suddenly, it just leaped and charged toward me.What a freaking fish!

I compared the contents of different types of milk while mummy was choosing arrowheads.After some comparisons and evaluations, HL milk was the best choice because it has high calcium, protein, and vitamin A contents.It also has low fat content.So, undoubtedly, HL milk was the best choice.I felt bored, kay,loitering around in this place.After that, I examined every nutritional information of every stuffs that I could get my hand on.We stayed in Giant for quite a long time.It was this stupid cashier fault.This is meant to be a warning.The cashier in GUardian , Giant was a mess.She was incompetent in executing her job well and she had used a staggeringly 30 minutes to serve a considerable small amount of customers, 2 customers.WE waited patiently but patience has its limit too.I was quite angry by this whole stupid cashier lack of efficiency.If she can't even do her job well, why the pharmacy manager hire her at the 1st place??Although she is new but being a cashier is considered a very easy job, right.


okla, I guess I have to stop all these whining now.As you can see, I was in bad mood this morning, so all these comments that I made about the fish and the cashier are not on deliberate, sorry, by the way.