Sunday, August 24, 2008

World Potato Day

I make a list of celebrations today, from the night before, very day is a celebration, why not seize every moment and just celebrate life!!

Mum cooked some potatoes for me n dad..out of curiousity, I mix the potato with mayonnaise, it tasted not entirely nice bt stil managed to give me a bad stomach..Then, i have another option, mix it with honey, which is mum's idea..Its delectable n just make my day.

Then, I think of few choices to make the potatoes nicer
1) add sugar n chocolate coating, yummy
2)make potato milkshake..lol.
3)add some milo powder or coffee powder
4)add black pepper..(ridiculous)
5)soy sauce or vinegar(absurb)

balik kampong

just out of sudden, my mum said she wanna go back to kampong, sekinchan which is situated in selangor.that day, i have a wonderful time with my grandnephew, so calledla..my cousin is already 50 over years he is grandfather to staggeringly 8 babies, BABIES.It't 4 for 1 oh his menantu, another 3 from another menantu n 1 from his eldest daughter in law..8 in total, 1 mnantu get pregnant for almost every year for 5 yearsin row.The babies are so mischievous n out of control, luckily today, some babies from the BABIES ARMY went to kl..so, i can sit there in my grandma house quietly..don't judge a book by its cover.dun conclude a reality by an assumption, when i sit on the desk, suddenly 2 babies came to men started fooling around..so i let them have paper to draw, i play this game with them, they must draw whatever object i have shown them, yang yang drawing is like erm, out of shape..tzi li didnt even draw, she just scribble a few lines and started to fight with yang yang 4 his eraser..they started making noise tt really touch my raw nerves..after a while, i kenot tahan..so me, my sis n bro went to a nearby kopitiam to eat..its this simple kopitiam, quite antique, like those we see mag, old bt retain the traditional ambience.I sit there, calm n composed,n do nothing.After that, suddenly i have the urge to talk to my 91 years old grandma..our conversation is like that(in hokkien)
me: You got watch any show from hua hee dai?
gm:Got, i dun like ji gong, its siau siau show
pause for a while
me:u gt watch other shows( I gave a list of shows)
pause
gm:HUH????
me: The tv volume is too soft, why dun increase the volume, u can hear?( I just shout at her)
gm: i can, i can.
The problem is i can't even hear the dialogue n so on..My grandma just have eye lasik surgery..her eyesight is in superb condition bt her hearing, is that good?

This is the conversation between me n grandma, lame bt after all, precious.She is 91..
When my parent said thay want to visit my another cousin, ah yam koko at the coffeeshop, my cousin has a coffeeshop(lol).I decided to bring yang yang around 4 a walk, I show him different type of flowers, THEN, when we reached this place with alot of stones, I picked up a few stones n direct him to throw into a dustbin, it's like aiming for the dustbin, it is a bit of vandalism because the next day when the garbage lorry come, they will find out that they are carrying stones away nt rubbish.Yng Yang get so excited that he picked up dog poo, DOG POO!!which is white in colour n look like stone..I immediately ushered him back to the house to wash his hand..our journey hasn't' end yet.

I make a list of things to do when I am with tha babies
1) beat them
2) get beaten by them
3)kung fu, or wat we call street fighter
4) throw things around, they gt plenty of toys..
5)They hurl things at me, to b more exact
6)Clean the things that are lying around on the floor.
7)Play masak masak, pretend we r a family( I like that actually, I can order them to sit down quietly)
8)Some marathon, run around for fun, then let them cycle(phew, rest)
9)Hide and seek..
10)Ignore them n ignore,let them watch tv

and I can get some massage from the massage chair that they have...

balik rumah. seafood in kuala selangor..this is the main occasion I am looking forward in every kampong trip.

BAby bro birthday

today, woke up late again..i dun mind yet i mind..my schedule is already so packed that before holi everyday i slept 4 6 to 7 hours..its consider for some people bt nt 4 me..my body defense mechanism n my alertness plummets dramatically due to this so called natural phenomena 4 teens, lack of sleep!Then, me n sis watch gray's anatomy..after that, do the usual routine( set up a timetable 4 decoration, pai suei nia)Then, shu wen called me n tel me that she will cum to my house today..gt a shock..start cleaning my room, sweeping the floor, arranging this n that, to ensure its nt so cluttered up like b4.She called me suddenly..i haven't anticipate a friend visit..my table, my room,and even my house in such a mess..i spent like half an hours, throwing things into my cupboard, piling all my books aside(storybook) n sweeping n resweeping the floor...its dirty.She is late for half an hour!!Then,when she came, me like usual didnt even bother to serve her drinks or some food..i just lead her to my room, then we started drawing( we entered pandu puteri mural drwing competition)or she started drawing..because 4 the next few hours, i just sit there looking at the floor or i just have to think of topic to talk about..my relationship with shu wen have worsen 4 past year..last year, we r like pea in the pods in this year, we r strangers with minimal conversation...sometimes, my convo with jason is more than wit her..jason is shuwen's boyfriend..sometimes, jason can be extremely friendly to me, we basically talked about anything..the good thing is he is afraid of offending me, he respects me(woohoo) ..sometimes or most of the times, shu wen is emotional in school..she just has that angry expression on her, i cnt be honest to her bout anything anymore..we just drifted apart..After that, dad brought all of us to Sungai Yu Chinese Restaurant to eat , obviously, seafood..today is like my family reunion..my sister who is in UITM came back then my bro came back from UKM in Bangi...After that, we bought tiramisu from fruity which taste so sweet..after all, my day always filled with great food..

Saturday, August 23, 2008

sia suei

wat a bad day, went jogging with dad, when I emerged from my car, a car pass by on the 'lopak' watery area n just splashed all the muddy, murky water onto me.,,My clothes are wet and I felt horrible..then, i spent the rest of the jogging trip cursing n thinking how it feels to choke the reckless driver..

Brother's birthday

Today me n my family went to 1utama..its after we paid respect to my grandm att pass away..its some sort of tradition, early in the morning my mum wil start to cook..she cook fried chicken which my dad basicallt loated so much cz he feels its too oily n unheakthy, the amusing part is he eat all those junk food the most..speaking of my grandma, i dreamt of her n grandpa yesterday..i dreamt tt my uncle n aunt's body are being exorcised by them..then , i dreamt of watching a movie titled my left eye saw ghost.There was this woman who can see spirits with her left eye.In the morning i managed 2 study 4 a while, A WHILE!! I must admit that studying is nt difficult 4 me bt the main problem is the laziness that just succumbed me to failure..I never really failed actually( nt boasting) bt my result is just somewhere between above average n outstanding..Then, we all makan together.I love fried chicken, it just taste heavenly..I already have one piece then i wanna have another..n another..n another..mum cook fish stomach or hee pieo..she bought it from kuala selangor last sunday,whenever we balik kampong we will go to a restaurant by a river to eat...this is so nt the topic..ok..on the way, sister started to tel me about her jpa scholarship programme friend..a few of them went to usa already..one of the sabrina has departed from KLCc today n she is on her way to us..it takes approximately 18 hours 2 reach there..sabrina is accepted to ivy league standard university, which is university of pennyslyvia..wharton business university is located thre n it is the best business u in uSA..Ivanka Trump completed her degree thre, k..then, she told me about her other frenz like yoke ping who has the ability to grapple to any knowledge being impart to her..I envy her..When we reached thre, we immediately walked to GSC to get ticket 4 WAll E.. we gt the 2nd row n we were so pissed of bout it..1stly my brother didnt even ask the other's opinion the he just bought the tickets..we walked around the parkson area ( FILA, Voir, toilets, toilets) ..the other boleyn will be premiere at sept 3 n i watched it on the plane already..Then, we masuk the cinema..its just so unexpected..although we were in the most front row bt i felt so comfortable sitting on the cushion n head padded chair.Wall E is nt bad after all although my mum n sis kept on saying that its so terrible that we have basically wasted our money n precious time shopping in that..Its about conservation of nature n as a nature lover myself, I encourage everyone to watch tt movie.After the movie, we all walked around looking 4 watch for my beloved brother..Last year, my bro accidentally dropped his watch into the toilet bowl n then he lied to my mum that he has lost it..Its adidas!!when we walk, the sudden urge to eat just struck me hard tt me n lil bro get something to makan.we tried kebab cz hwei teing told me that its delish..Then, we all continued our search again, we went to shop tt sell timex watch RM89 per piece..my bro dun like the style cz it looks old..then we walked to city chain , after that to jusco department stores..after some dilemma n disagreements between mum n bro, we walked back to the timex store again..then my bro lost his temper because the watch that he wanted so badly is in jusco n its expensive..my mum is nt so willing to buy for him because she feels that 1 day, he will either spoil it or lose it.At last, mum bought the watch that my bro really looking forward to..I bought a CLEO mag eventhough I kept on reminding myself nt to buy anything..I bought too many thing 4 the past weeks..too many good food n too many outings..I found out that i dun really like shopping after all.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Psychology


Obsessive compulsive disorder.

Obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder in which the person experiences either obsessions or compulsions that interfere with normal life functioning. Obsessions are persistent ideas or thoughts or impulses that intrude on your thoughts, and cause significant distress in your life. Compulsions are repetitive behaviors that are performed in an effort to reduce anxiety. (Typically the anxiety is caused by obsessions). Approximately 2 percent of the population develop an obsessive compulsive disorder during their lifetime.

It is important to note that obsessions are not just excessive worrying about real problems, as that would be a generalized anxiety disorder. Also, the person with OCD typically tries to ignore these thoughts and ideas. An individual with a psychotic disorder may ruminate on a single idea, but would not try to avoid thinking about it, as obsessive ideas do not generate the same kind of personal distress when they occur as part of a psychotic process.

Obsessive compulsive disorder

This disorder results in significant distress. Most people with OCD spend a lot of time during the day dealing with either obsessions, compulsions, or both. These obsessions and compulsions significantly interfere with their normal life functioning. OCD can develop in childhood, but most often it develops in adolescence or young adults.

Intrusive thoughts are very common in the general population. Most of the time, stress leads to intrusive thoughts, and individuals who are depressed are also more likely to develop intrusive thoughts. It appears that those people who develop an OCD response to these intrusive thoughts may have a severe biologically based emotional response to stress. It should be noted that OCD is very resistant to treatment, and an individual with OCD will need treatment over an extended period of time.

I'm obsessed in publishing article about obsessive compulsive disorder.

Monday, August 11, 2008

hectic? timetable???

Hui Jan is too busy that she can't even blog bout her crappy life..